#30

Clouded Judgment

 

In the cloudy sky

You can see the starts if you try

If only you could see what I see

I hope that you can hear me

I’m sorry it had to end this way

I really wish I could have stayed

But as my tears fall down my face

My broken heart tries to beat in place

I care too fast and I move too slow

It’s really hard for me to show

How I feel without getting my heart broken

I don’t need another scar as a token

That you’ve been here

I have my own… my fears

As I lay on my bed and cry

I can’t help but look up at the sky

It’s cloudy like my eyes

But no one, not even you, will hear my cries

You said you’d never touch me if I said not to

I guess my words stopped, they didn’t quite get through

I really need you

To be here with me, to get me through

But I messed up, why did I have to go

All I can say now is that I didn’t know

How to show how I felt

And I guess this is how I dealt

 

2-6-05

 

To: John McKay

 

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