#91

Leaving

 

I wanna leave this place never to return

Never look back, just let it burn

Let it alone, let it be, try to forget

All the things we sad we’d never regret

Remember the faces, forget the times and the names

Forget the time we sat in the rain

Remember the pain, forget the rest

I dot want to, it was the best

But the pain and the agony, how can I forgive

But of course I’ll find some way to live

I must, that’s what I do

That’s what I learned to do after you

You didn’t end my world, although you tried

You made me wish I would die

Not from you leaving me

But from you hitting me

I thought it was my fault so I stayed

But it was my trust and feelings you betrayed

You said you cared

But would then leave me unable to be repaired

Well, guess what, f*** you and all you stand for

Since I left you, I’ve found so much better

Then I can’t help but think, did I ever need you anyway?

So then, why did I stay?

 

11-15-05

 

© Anzu Ski